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Saturday, 04 August 2007
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Mama
Knowledge isn't wisdom.
And we aren't here standing on this earth just to stuff ourselves with facts and figures.
We are given this life so we might earn the next.
The gift is a chance to grow in spirit.
And knowledge is one of many nutrients that facilitate our growth.Mom's wisdom. hehe
Saturday, 30 June 2007
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ImationAwardCeremony
Summary of Imation Award Ceremony on 28/06/07:
Students attended: less than 10 (in which 6 were the winners)
Lecturers that were forced to attend to fill empty seats: 10
Friends to support Ryan: 0 (Ouch!)
Presentatives from Imation: 2
Winners who failed to attend: 1 (She won 2nd prize)
Prizes: 7 altogether
Prize Ryan Won: 2 consolation prizes
And the contents are: 2x(imation disc 50pcs, 2x Imation T-shirts, 1x Imation Backpack)
Cash Ryan Won: RM 0 !!!!! (I do not want any backpack or shirt. I want Cash!)
Rate of Happiness: 4 out of 10
Rate of Disappointment: 6 out of 10
Rate of Surprise(That Two designs are awarded): 10 out of 10
Rate of Drooziness: 11 out of 10
Rate of the whole ceremony: -5 out of 100.
I am a bit glad, but mostly disappointed because i'm so keen on winning the cash instead of the souvenirs from Imation. and the wish to dine steamboat had officially vanished. Jozef must be very disappointed too.
But looking back to my design, which was one year ago, i thought it was pretty lame and erm immature is the word.SO fellow classmates and coursemates and the judges, i have learnt my lesson and im all ready to present more committed and communicated works.
Thank You Imation.
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Ryanism-TheSentimentalist
Bizzare-ly, everytime, no fails, when i heard of this song, i got hyper emotional and there's a tend to scream and yell to the chorus. One of the pioneers country records that i love so much-"Not Ready to Make Nice" by the still-standing-tall-on-their-ground girl group-->the dixie chicks.Or try LeAnn Womack's "Stubborn(Psalm 151)" if u hate the voice of the chicks.
Never been really attached or partly interested in songs that are somehow or meant to do with politics and governments. but this song conveys so much. It was way beyond that, about speaking out, about being YOU. and truly everytime when i'm "indulging" myself in it, it created different impacts within me. So loud that i couldnt just ignore. There was anger, there was frustration, there was unmade agreement, there was depression, there was passion to be back to forms, and there was the memories of my beloved brother and my struggling self.
"Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting."-Dixie Chicks.Everyone has a way to deal with their life when it comes to downhills. But can i be having a little while of "miss-you" and grief at this very moment? Tired when things are not getting better. It is just NOT mentioned.
I get all tensed up when people telling me to get over the bad things in life. Saying no use living your life in misery. but i would rather to choose to live in the memories,not miseries. Tell me, can u either, to bear with all the cold voices and mocky laughters, when stimutaneously u HAVE to quickly zip all your grief, your loss, your fear inside a tiny fragile heart and be ready for the world the next second they said these?
Or clandestinely there's a stir in your heart everytime u think of it. Can time really heal. I Doubt.
When this song played, i just thought i want to speak something about it. and here is it.---->+My Very Emotional and Personal First Post+
it's 3:21AM and i m so ready to have McD Breakfast the next day at 930am. Chaos and hugs.
RyanShantomo
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- Name: Ryan
- Birthday: 8/8/1988
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 6/30/2007
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Just another very self-conscious leo boy living in a diversed country. Passionately in love with music, sounds, visuals, movies and art. Hoping to remake Alice In Wonderland illustrations and gamesfor it was always my childhood favourite fantasy-themed entertainment.(so queer eh as guys usually love robots and mechanic stuff). Secretly Envy girls whenever i saw glamorously-designed couture costumes or sexy corsets. Why do guys normally just have greys and browns?T.T Consequently, Having bizarre fetishes like wearing make up to college, wearing falsies when partying, sticking self into androgony and metrosexual influences. dying black hair into blackest black and so many other weird activities. This site will probably be my most personal blog to date.Lol.Just hope i will remember i have created one here.
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